05-diaries

diaries

We all have our moments of strengths and weaknesses............there are innumerable feelings attached with such moments.........some negative, some positive........sometimes we r steeped in lethargy.....at other times, we are bouncing with high spirits......i guess all this is part of our growing up, as individuals......otherwise we wud'nt be humans, wud we..?........

the negativity in some of these scribbles is but witness to the downs in life, that we tend to go thro'..........we can but laugh at these ex-pressions, once we are out of it......once upon a time these were the outpourings of a heart that was wrenched in pain.......today i treat these as that much poetic ex-pression.......an essential part of the growth procedure.....

1) kal tak, luthfon ki chah ne marne na diya......
aaj kaza ki chaah humein jeene nahi deta........

2) zindagi se toh, hum kuch nahi maang rahe...
bus maut se ek mulaakaat chahthe hain......

3) waise bhi jeevit nahi hai, zindagi humaari ......
bas iske shav ke bojh ko uthaarna chahthe hain....
isliye maut ki justaju karthe hain.....

4) ya khuda, kya zindagi baqshi hai tune....
har saans pe is bhent ka bojh hai....

5) dard jo tumne diya...
kasam khuda ki....itna hai.....
hansi ka bojh, honton se uthaya nahi jaatha.....

6) lutf-e-zindagi uthaana, apna maqsad nahi.......
bojh bani hai zindagi , ab toh...
bas dhoye chale jaa rahe hain ise,
maut ki justaju mein......

7) Fire thou hast sent me..
I did take it..
Now ask me to smile....
How can I??
The fire thou sent...
Hast burnt my smile.......!!!!!

8) mehroom nahi, massarraton se zindagi..
har massarrat zindagi se mehroom hai..
isliye, kaza ki justaju mein..
junoon hadh se guzra chahtha hai....!!!!!!

9) maana ke zindagi dene waala khuda hai magar
maara jisne humein bemaut, kisne jaana uska dagar...!!!!

10) Kuch nahi hai dene ke liye, ashkon ke siwai....
par ise toh humein peena hai....
aahein tujhe mubaarakbaad hi dethi hain,
ae nishaanebaaz,...kya achook nishaana tha.....!!!!

11)Those that see ur brilliance, call u God..
U r but a rock to me.....
U hurt me, whenever i lean on u.......

12)Die(!)..if u must...
die a physical death...!!!!
do not love..and torture thine heart..
into Dying with every breath...!!!!!!!!

let me end on a positive note...............

life, like a many coloured rainbow.......
shows its various hues,at various times...
fly thro' the red.....like a dove flying from a tempest....
there r calmer shores awaiting a weather-beaten bird......

thanks for being with me till here...........deby